I should have seen this coming, Mike and i are over. too much to get into right now. i havent stopped crying since 3rd period. i dont know what to do, after all we've been through these past 2 months how can i live without him? I will alwayz love him. he even gave me that bowl back that i got for him, at least i still have one love left in my life. . . only one thing left to do now
things with mike aren't getting any better :( i'm scared!!!
but he went out without me again today :( he was out driving around and smoking with dave and he didn't even invite me. this was even after i told him i didn't want to be alone and a blunt and mikey always fixes everything!
what if things dont work out!?!?!?!? i dont want to lose him! mikey i love you!!!!
new icon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 isn't it cuute!?!?!
i love itt!!!
anyway! i've decided i should update this more, since i'm having so many problems with my boyfriend. he just doesn't seem to understand me! its not my fault i want to be with him all the time and he should want to be with me all of the time too! i understand he wants to hang out with his friends, which is like totally fine, but sometimes i REALLY need him and he just leaves me >_<;
weve been planning 420 since march started. dave gave us some good weed before skewl started n we smoked up in his car. i bought mike a new bowl for a happy 420 present. then we broke it in n smoked out of it. it was soooooo good!!!
skewl was so boring today so i dipped out during fourth. i was almost caught by mr grim but i ran into the bathroom before he saw me. >__< i probably would have been searched with my track record and i had my bowl on me. mad sketch!